without you.

e m P t Y

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

MYSELF

no longer without you

michelle, 18
11th march is moii dae ((:
now studyin in SOCIETY UNI.
adores moii beloved.

loves to play
loves to laugh
loves to smile
loves to crap
loves to do things tat is totally entertainin!

* What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

RAMBLINGS

Friday, July 25, 2008 ( 12:04 AM )

LOLS ! wat a joke.

OBVIOUSLY PEOPLE DO GET STUPID AT TIMES THINKIN DEY ARE CLEVER !
HA.S !

i nv knew ppl together typin cant use 1 com.
mus on lyk a hell lot of com before dey can use it.
seriously.
tis is e funniest joke i've ever seen.
same ip but can onli be used by 1 person?

come on. ppl seriously gt to wake up.
bein naive doesnt mak euu any cuter. ((:

lately.
ppl lyk to sae others who spam e blog has nth better to do?

GUESS WHAT?
NOT to moii surprise !
he who is e 1 who started it said that abt others !

OH MOII GGOODNESS SAKE !

-he who is e 1 who started everythin.
-wanted to prank call others in e first place.
-called a hell lot of ppl to jus prank call another.
- physco others abt her bads. (stories created by himself)
* CAN GO BE CHILDREN STORIE WRITER LE LAHS !
-breakin ppl's relationship.
-breakin ppl's friendship.
-creatin accs tryin to ruin ppl's reputation.
-goin round findin faults wib ppl den kana shoot den sae wan to tok to their mother (lyk wtf)
*i welcome euu to call moii mum even moii dad. dey would call euu crazii. seriously.
-or when kana shoot den sae wan to sue em. (police entertains euu? we shall c e evidence points at who first)

jus makin a nuisance out of urself.
if euu really gt e balls.
y don use ur real name when taggin?
y don dare meet ppl up?
go friendster find ppl & diao zui?
or wan bring ur mother out to defend urself?

harassin gal in tis way. . . pathetic boi euu r. . .
beiin a proper guy saves all e trouble.
wat for become lyk tis?

nobodii provoked euu in e first place.
nobodii did nth to get near to euu.
but euu r e 1 who is pullin everythin to urself.
wats ur motive?
tryin to mak urself look so innocent after e incident?
or to purposely noe more ppl in such a manner?
sayin tat its onli makin euu more popular?
OH MOII FUCKIN GOD LAHS !
laugh moii ass out man.
ppl goes in n laugh.
not showin euu how popular euu r.
stop livin in ur own world ((:
GROW UP !
its pointless.
hilarious person euu r.

owaes sayin abt lawyers lawyers.
ha.s !
under e age of 18.
wans to find urself a lawyer?
get it straight man !
underage children.
cant even go jail yet.
onli boys home wans euu.
its lyk halo ?!
jus end it lahs.
seriously.
euu r still a kid.
jus stop all these nonsense.
ur childishness MIGHT be forgiven.
apologise n peace out. ((:
treat others e way euu wan others to treat euu.
stop all e pranks, harassments, back-stabbins, threatenins.
ppl will accept euu e way euu r.
not e way euu WISH ppl to PERFECTLLY accept euu.
may e god guide euu towards to right way.
BUT euu urself changin too.
if not, its gonna be useless. . .

sayings @ 12.57am

RAMBLINGS

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ( 10:41 AM )

im gettin more n more lazyy !

not been bloggin for a few daes.

ystd.

started at moii new work place.

hmmms.

but gonna quit i guess.

hahas.

finds it not suitable for mii.

woke up late todae.

but hab to hand in moii modellin project todae.

so shall proceed to moii mum's office to do.

i gt a whole dae's tym to do ((:

lately, things r gettin more n more sophisticated.

lookin at moii fwenn gettin sad over another.

seriously.

all these onli occurs in sec lyfs.

after i proceed on to poly lyf.

i hab not met much of such stuffs.

listenin to fwenns' troublins.

lookin at her emo~in.

simply makes mii feel those ppl r pathetic.

HAVIN MORE FWENNS IS BETTER DEN HAVIN ENEMIES.

by sayin don fwenn here don fwenn there.

onli occurs within children.

cant euu ppl jus put urself in other's shoes?

treat ppl e way euu wan others to treat euu.

euu may not get e retribute.

but euu may nv know.

god is owaes fair.

no matter what euu did to separate others.

no matter what euu say to hurt others.

euu hab ur own rites not to admit for all e wrong doins.

BUT.

without even sayin it out loud.

as long as euu even habb a single thought of it.

euu r committin a SIN.

god will noe.

ur fate lies in ur hands.

but if euu ruin it. euu r foreva a sinner.

TO MUFFIN :

whoever euu r. i noe euu don hab e balls to own up.

its ok.

but.

lets get tis straight.

spammin in moii blog abt others.

doesnt help to spoil her name.

onli helpin euu to get famous.

in a notorious way.

i may not noe euu.

but from e way i see thins r happenin.

euu ppl onli belong to e children's section.

jus grow up lah.

for owaes usin police as a name of protectin urself doesnt really help actually ((:

cox euu r e 1 who started all these.

euu sae euu wanted to sue ppl.

but tink abt it first.

gettin evidence to get at ppl.

don euu tink ppl will hab e evidence to get at euu too ?

tink twice before euu tak actions.

COX EUU R E ONE WHO STARTED E MESS.

DON EXPECT OTHERS TO BE E 1 TO CLEAR IT FOR EUU.

BECAUSE EVIDENCE FROM THE START WOULD HAB ALREADY BEEN PIN~POINTIN AT EUU.

WITHOUT URSELF REALISIN IT.

so muffin. euu may not be alone when typin in moii chatbox.

i nv noe.

euu may sae euu wan sue mi.

i oso don care.

children's words r owaes immature.

havin no balls to type ur own name shows that ppl do not actually have to acknowledge ur presence. ((:

its not hard to noe who euu r.

cox somethings tat euu sae.

onli some ppl noe.

euu jus belong to tat small portion.

so let god decide ur fate.

gd or bad.

euu might wan to curse mi.

but im statin all e facts.

i hab not done anythin against moi conscience.

neither has any of my fwenns done anythin wrong.

try disturbin our lyfs.

try spoilin her name all euu wan.

all euu did onli makes us believe her more.

TO hannah :

stay strong gal.

all these ppl still tink dey onli 3 yrs old.

tryin to act cute.

jus ignore em can liaos. ((:

its pointless alreadii.

knowin em truly will ruin ur reputation den when dey try to ruin it for euu.

TO angeline :

we may not noe each other.

i do not noe whether euu read moii blog.

but i still wan to tell euu.

listenin to a kid den to believe ur long yr friendship fwenn.

n causin it to ruin ur friendship.

worth it mahs?

hab euu really found out e cause of all these?

use ur heart to tink abt it.

don listen to others.

tink it through urslf.

if in future.

euu found all these to be a misunderstandin.

euu will regret abt all e happenins.

sayings @ 12.04pm

RAMBLINGS

Monday, July 21, 2008 ( 12:27 AM )

sry. . lazyy to blog these few daes.

hahas.

nth much though.

todae nv go out at all.

stayed home whole dae.

till i go for work.

now at home.

restin.

shall turn in soon.

gd nites to all ((:

sayings @ 12.31am

RAMBLINGS

Thursday, July 17, 2008 ( 10:58 PM )

ystd. . .

after school met up wib baby, andy & benny.

actualli wanted to eat mac to get moii glass cup de :(

den nv eat !!!!

SO SAD !!

but nvm nohs.

cause after tat we went to mrt station meet hannah.

den went amk hub to eat n watch hellboy2..

its quite nice ((:

den went home.

baby tired.

so hab to go home first. :(

while e other 3 of e clique went to k pool ! >.<

todae . . .

nth much.

not feelin gd in e mornin.

so decided to skip school e whole dae.

tink i realli will fall sick soon.

damn.

hate e feelin of GOIN TO fall sick but NOT YET sick. -.-

moii aunt jus came back from thailand !

SO HAPPI !

gt manii things to eat !

& MOST IMPORTANT !

don hab to wake every mornin at 6.30am jus to wake moii cousin up. zzz.

sayings @ 11.07pm

RAMBLINGS

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ( 10:04 PM )

todae actualli wanted go school early.

but woke up late !

den jus went to school to meet moii babes ((:

COX WE CELEBRATED SALEHA'S B'DAE ! :D

actualli its tml.

but we scare she tml PURPOSELY don come school.

so we mus PURPOSELY bring forward e celebration :D

eva e cheekii gal who wasnt able to come.

text~in mii e whole.

sayin she's givin birth.

i guess can mak up to 20 babies liaos. xDD

makin PAT & MII laugh our ass~es off ! =p

mrs haha ((: wearin e bunny ear we bought for her n her b'dae 'cake' (BUGER !)

priya & mii try~in to tok to mrs haha through her 'NEW EARS' !

den met up wib baby & benny to eat lunch.

den e guys went back to ben's hse as usual.

i went to meet hannah n we went shoppin (:

bought clothes & nail polish ! :D

den went to BLISS for job interview wib hannah.

success i guess O.o

den headed home. ((:

sayings @ 10.27pm

RAMBLINGS

( 9:26 AM )

nth much ystd.

skipped e whole dae of school.

cox i habb work at 5.

e tot of it makes mii feel retard.

SWEETII : owaes hab faith in urself.

no matter wat happens still hab mi (:

anytym euu need a pair of listenin ear,

anymoment euu wan a lendin shoulder.

i can owaes lend it to ((:

sayings @ 10.35am

RAMBLINGS

Sunday, July 13, 2008 ( 11:44 PM )

sry abt e late bloggiin. .

been busy lately. . .

FRI !

during e last period, i was v tired.

so took a nap in class.

but when i woke up.

MOII HAED WAS IN GREAT PAIN !

omg la ! n . .

i decided to not work. hehe.

den i met up wib benny to go back to his hse to meet andy n felix.

to moii surprise JAZZ happened to be there too ! :)

e 3 of em were playin dota.

den abt 7 plus hannah came too.

n to moii surprise. abt 8 plus.

JQ came too !

wat a surprise dae! hahas.

he jus book out frm camp ! he is botak now.

so kawaii lahs ! but he doesnt allow mi to touch his hair :(

no matter wat i sae i still get a NO ! he sae will SUEY ! :(

den at nite. i went to hannah hse to stay over. GALS' talk nite (:

guys went timah to play lan (:

SAT !

e clique had a new gal wib us (:

GLADYS is her big name ^^

den we went amk to walk awhile.

abt 5 plus came moii work place to eat.

den dey went shoppin but poor mii had to WORK ! :(

SUN !

work dae again. had some little thins that is worryin mi.

i jus hope everyone is happy . .

sayings @ 00.54am

RAMBLINGS

Thursday, July 10, 2008 ( 12:24 AM )

went to school early in e mornin.

super tired.

didnt manage to finish moii project.

during lunch brk.

i actually slept in canteen !

but cant tahan le ok.

these few daes been missin alot of sleep.

wanted to post some fotos of moii chicks ((:

but too tired.

tml school starts at 9.

god damn !

at 4pm took a retest.

but sure bwang again.

so nvm. hahas.

baby & benny waited for mii den went to benny hse to meet andy.

played wib jewel(their hse cat),

maid cooked dinner for us,

played wib guitar etc.

at abt 8.30pm.

we went to tak train to toa payoh to meet hannah to go eat hokkien mee.

DU LAN.

e tym we reached, dey jus closed.

SEH !

den went to other place eat den go le.

took cab home wib hannah ((:

sweet harts * baby, hannah, benny, andy.

sayings @ 00:37 am

RAMBLINGS

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ( 1:32 AM )

THANX TO HANNAH !

SUCCESSFUL OPERATION OB MOII BLOG !

MUACKS ! ((:

early in mornin.

conferenc~in wib andy & hannah.

funni though.

andy keeps on pesterin for voices.

hahas. *secret between e 3 of us*

but had a restless dae in school.

SLEPT AT 4AM !

school starts 12-9.30pm. god damn !

todae he nv go school! so bad !

eva oso nv go school ! so bad !

all ps mii nv come school.

but nvm.

tml im goin sushi~in wib baby ((:

cox moii lesson ends at 9.30pm. SO LATE !

had to celebrate our anniversary 1 dae ltr.

damn it man!

but i oso had fun in school (:

moii cute peps. ((:

playin cards. guess wat cards? e 1 gt farm de n family -.-

ps*e guy at e back i don noe him.

PAT LOW PEI FEN !

don let mii tak her foto. tat dumb dumb.

xDD

last but not least.

e 'pik~in' couple. fitin when each has a pack of fries. -.-

IF 1 DAE DEY WERE TO GET ON NEWSPAPER AS HEADLINES "COUPLE FITING OVER FRIES" , i shall laugh at em xDD

loves* fiona, carol, ha~ha, mr ha~ha, glad, pat, priya & e guy behind moii babes. -.-''

sayings @ 1.45am

RAMBLINGS

Monday, July 7, 2008 ( 3:35 PM )

7th July '08 12.35am

grand openin for moii bloggii ((:

hahas.
all thanx to HANNAH !
helped in creating e whole of tis blog. =x
LOVE HER SO MUCH !

RAMBLINGS

( 1:37 AM )

through a long journey, finally we have reached our 11th month.
though now we are doin fine, it wasnt easy passin by all e obstacles till so far.

*He who had to bear all e pain, goin on daes after daes, feelin e heart slowly withering away. Sorrows rainin down on him as he had feared. but still unconditioned~ly did everythin he could to pls her, making her lyf more den perfect.*

apology for e wrong beings. LOVE HIM FOR WHO HE IS.. MR LAM (:

8th july '08
compensating for e uncelebrated anniversary.
first we went to GELARE to eat ice cream waffle !

YUMMIIIII !!! :p

tis is e first piece we had.
eating happily without knowin inside hid a piece of butter paper ! >.< e manager changed a new 1 for us.(look at e diff in size.)

e whip cream lyk don need $$ lahs ! put so much !
but e ice cream increased too. xDDD

process while eat~in . .

not allowed to eat . . . throw~in temper. hahas.

deprived of eat~in it !!! :(

ENJOYMENT ! :D

den we headed to suki sushi. . .

didnt tak much fotos.

busyy eat~in (:

den we went to meet hannah & benny.

walked ard in amk hub den headed to benny hse to meet andy.

ANDY BOUGHT A NEW FONE !

came up wib a lame excuse to his mum. . .

"moii fone dropped into e sai hole."

and . . TA DA ! new fone bought ! =.="

den had a our grp blog created.
had fun there too . .

den headed home. . .

sweet harts * baby, andy, hannah, benny .

sayings @ 1:34am

If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty

LETS TOK !

i think they call it freedom of speech

Chatter

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart

BELOVED

Trails of their daily life.

ALVIN
CHUN MAY
DELPHINE
EMILY
FIONA
GLADYS
HANNAH
HUII
ISABELLE
JOJO
KAIWEN
LIQIN
MAGGIE
MINGXI
MIOW LIN
PRISCILLA
QIAN QIAN
RACHEL
SHIMAH
TRACY
VALERIE
XIAOHEII
YIZHEN

Wash aways.

Watch me waste my life away

July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008

Credits.

designer Dancing Sheep

editter michelle

Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty

LOVES

my virtual barang

Wishlist

gucci wallet.
~~my hair length to grow back.~~
2 genting trips.
a big closet of clothes.
~~a handbag tat is to moii liking ((:~~
slippers
gettin 1 auntie anne everytym i go town
ice blended pure chocolate wib whipped cream everytym i see coffee bean ((:
unlimited supply of cash (sufficient for mi to support moiiself) :D
butterfly bangle
M.A.C foundation (SATISFIED)(:
~~hope tat we can be fwenns again.~~